{"id":67562,"date":"2013-11-01T12:51:08","date_gmt":"2013-11-01T12:51:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.freeburmarangers.org\/?p=59199"},"modified":"2013-11-01T12:51:08","modified_gmt":"2013-11-01T12:51:08","slug":"learning-to-pray-with-a-clear-heart-a-message-from-a-relief-team-pastor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wp.freeburmarangers.org\/my\/2013\/11\/01\/learning-to-pray-with-a-clear-heart-a-message-from-a-relief-team-pastor\/","title":{"rendered":"Learning to Pray With a Clear Heart: A Message From a Relief Team Pastor"},"content":{"rendered":"

Learning to Pray With a Clear Heart: A Message From a Relief Team Pastor<\/h1>\n
1 November 2013<\/address>\n
Arakan State, Burma<\/address>\n

In August 2013, FBR sent a headquarters team of three rangers to support the Arakan teams in a relief mission to several remote Arakan villages. The following letter shares part of the experience of one of those rangers.<\/p>\n

Dear Friends,<\/p>\n

I want to share this experience with you.<\/p>\n

When I was young, my parents taught me to pray for my enemies, and that it would be like putting coals of fire upon their head.\u00a0 I never understood that.<\/em><\/p>\n

I prayed for my enemies, but my heart was not clear. I felt hate for what they had done to me or to others, and hated them even when praying for them. I did not know how it could be right\u00a0<\/em>to pray for them, or the right way to pray for them. I did experience something when I prayed for my enemies, to receive fire on their head: the answer I received was fire on my head first instead. I did not give up and still prayed for them, but was not sure whether my heart or my feelings were clear or not.\u00a0 \u00a0I thought “NO,” it was still not clear.<\/p>\n

I experienced something different about prayer for our enemy during this last mission to Arakan State.\u00a0 When we visited villages, we felt very bad for the people receiving us. They really needed our help, as we were trying to give them medical care, but they were afraid of what would happen to them after we left their village. Their background story was that some of their children had joined the resistance group.\u00a0 Later,\u00a0<\/em>the BA came to their villages, questioned them and tortured them. \u00a0Some were so damaged that they\u2019ve suffered through long medical treatment, and some died because of the Burma Army\u2019s torture. And so they were still afraid of that. They dared not receive our help and we left their village, as we could not stay there.<\/p>\n

A group of villagers stood, watching our backs as we walked away from their village. We could read in their eyes their feeling that they were losing something that was in their hand, that was very valuable and needed by them, but that they also dared not receive it, because of the fear. We felt very bad and prayed in our heart as we walked away: “Lord, we have made the villagers feel worse, though we only wanted to help. We want to solve this but we cannot do anything. Please give us a chance and help us to do something.”<\/p>\n

When we arrived to the next village, we found the headman of the village we had just left visiting this village headman. We talked to both of them about what we had planned. Both were afraid to receive us.\u00a0 They talked to each other, and our Arakan FBR team talked with them in Arakan language, for over an hour;\u00a0<\/em>finally they agreed to receive us.<\/p>\n

We went back to the village we had left the next morning to give medical care. A lot of the people came for the program but their faces were still afraid and their eyes were full of fear. It made me feel worse. We learned that they were living in a big village but were still poor. \u00a0Worse than poverty was the oppressive fear that was torturing them all the time. Whatever they did was lead by fear.<\/p>\n

We were feeling very bad for them as we started to pray for the program. We didn\u2019t think of judging anyone. We only thought of how they needed help and how to clear the fear away from them. The leaders of the Burma Government are some of the people most responsible and able to help. \u00a0We deeply focused on the people\u2019s needs and prayed for the government. We really forgot about the evil things that government had done and felt that nothing was bigger than the people\u2019s need in that moment. We prayed that God would open the hearts of the leaders for love, and open their eyes for seeing their people\u2019s needs, and their minds for building up the people and the country as other countries have developed. \u00a0I felt that my heart was very clear when I prayed then.\u00a0 No hate.\u00a0 No blame.<\/p>\n

After we prayed, we started the GLC program. \u00a0We sang with the children. We sang the songs with actions and the children sang and laughed at the others making mistakes. As the children laughed louder and louder, the parents came, and joined, step by step. Later, all the children and parents were laughing together. No more fear was in their faces. In this moment we felt like this was God\u2019s presence. God was healing their fear.<\/p>\n

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“Even when we thought we did not do much, at least we could ease someone\u2019s heart. Even if it was only a minute, or an hour, we were helping them to relax in their mind, to be free from fear”.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Honestly, I haven\u2019t focused on GLC programs before. I mostly run around and put more focus on getting information.\u00a0 This time, as I had to lead the GLC program, I found something meaningful in it. Even when we thought we did not do much, at least we could ease someone\u2019s heart. Even if it was only a minute, or an hour, we were helping them to relax in their mind, to be free from fear, sorrow, worry. \u00a0This is our mission: \u201cfree the oppressed” – physically and spiritually.<\/p>\n

I thank God for opening my heart step by step to see what He wanted me to do and to understand His ministry.\u00a0 Thank you very much for supporting us to do what we need to do, and praying for us.<\/p>\n

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God bless you,<\/p>\n

“Monkey”, a FBR team leader, pastor and video man.<\/p>\n